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Log: 202302

· 4 min read

Job​

  • implemented technically difficult features
    • write script to tokenize python code then remove parts of code temporally when migrating the database using postgres_fdw
    • read the public form from the excel file then render as a form on web page
    • using opencv-python to align the preview image of the public form
  • reviewed PRs from team members
    • i committed as both main implementer and main reviewer, but this was bad idea
    • because the workload overflowed my capacity and i myself didn't have the right to determine specification
  • deployed new features to staging environment
    • a lot of bugs found when integrating frontend and backend

Others​

  • i couldn't do self-education enough in January and February, my job was too busy for release

    • i'm really tired, on both physically and mentally

  • current my team is not a team, just a black company

    • current tech lead is a client, and other implementers are just labor to deliver any product from code to documentations to him
    • i wanted to share technical knowledge and talk about it more, make effective our development more, and have fun more above all
    • i'm sure that i did my best; i implemented technically difficult parts, helped my team members develop, and that actually committed to the release. but why i have such a sad feeling...

  • determined move me to other project

    • i agreed to that because it didn't seem that i can learn anything more, leverage my skill, and enjoy the development in the current team
    • also i feel stuck, the experience in other project might be need for me to extend my perspective

  • i'm seeking the next job

    • applied for about 15 company, but i haven't have any offers now...
      • almost all of them were dropped at screening process
      • i'm really feeling that i'm inexperienced, unskilled, behind, indifferent, and ignorant...
      • but it was worth to apply for recruitments, i could know current my actual values
    • first of all i haven't been able to find jobs i interested in at all
      • business/services
        • i wanna work in the field such as science and technology
        • recruitments of companies in these fields are really less and require high education and skills
      • techs
        • languages used by almost all web company are Java, PHP, Ruby and Go
        • i can't have interest on them at all...

  • A Philosophy of Software Design

    • done reading!

  • Shell Scripting

In Progress​

i'm being stuck and confused about what i should learn or what i wanna learn.
should list up and put priority them.

Pop from Stack​

Push onto Stack​

Stack​

Music​

  • Karakara / kessoku band